my life

Well hi agin wow its been a while since i have posted a live journal entry. I gess a lot of stuff has happend since i had posted my last entry but im not going to get into that.Today was sorta of a black and white day went to work and im now here at the frog hanging out. Its raining today pritty hard at times and the wind is strong at times i like that. Im getting ready for summer to get here i cant wait winter this year was so boring nothing to do every thing starts looking the same thank goodness the leaves are back on the trees it makes me happy thank goodness tomorow is friday.

wow its been a while since iv posted i cant even remember i remembered my password. i wish i could talk about good things that have happend since my last post the truth is my last post was the good days everything just went to hell from there im so deppresed right know i cant seem to focus at all any more. you ever fall inlove with someone and they fall in love with you and suddenly with in 1 day your world is turned up side down she fell out of love with me. that was the worst day of my life for any one who dose not know what that feels like its like getting hit by a train then jumping off a bridge then getting hit by a baseball bat in the face all at once. the whole proublem is she is still my best friend its been 2 months since then and im still inlove with here and i beleve she is too thats the fucked up part i asked here the other day why she broke up with me and she wouldent give me an anwser whitch just conferms my thoughts i think she is not wanting to go out with me becouse since i was here first true best friend she did not want to jeperdise all of that whitch sucks. I dont know how to feel mad sad deppresed every time i go out and do something with here it just makes everything worse it just rilly sucks im so deppresed right know my mind is just mush right know i have no one to talk to right know and well i just dont know what i should do.

well not much to say today it feels a little like a summer day. Me and scott went to starbucks today and had a nice talk.(thanks for the cd scott i rilly like it plastic tree is awsome). Well not much to say today talk to you all later.

I hope you all have had a nice day..........

Well hellow it has been some time since i have talked to all of you and man things has chainged. Since i have wrighten in my journal last i have got a job,car,(((((money)))))and some other stuff i can not think of. Planetarium has just finished recording a new single i gess we are calling it a single but any way thats what i have been up to lately.
Have you ever wonderd what defins us this has been on my mind for a wile. Iv been trying to figure out what but i dont rilly know. It is so wild to see just were life takes us in just a year or 10 years in a way it can be sorta depressing looking on how things were and were they are know sometimes it can be great but some times it can go the other direction. I dont know maby i will never know or maby it is just around the corner. I look at all the friends i maid expesialy band members Andrew and scott whitch are my best friends. some days when im hanging out with friends i sit back some times and just think how greatful i am for them i feel like im the luckest person alive some times almost feel like it cant be true. so maby that is the purpose in life to be happy (just a thought.) (((((well i hope you all have had a wonderful day and week talk to you later.))))

hi well i am tired so i know i said i would wright but since im tired i rilly dont feal like righting alout today. but to make it shourt today i went to school then i went to votech and we started to finish our building that we are building for a test and then i got home went and got pizza at alls and then went home and got on line well hope you all have had a nice day .........................................

well sorry it took so long for me to update i know i said that i would try to upldate every day but i have not had the time an needed a break from updating but now im done and i have decided to up date once agin tune in tomorow....... for long journal wrighting.


Hope you all have had a nice day.......................................

wow its been a wile since i have updated part of that is becouse iv been rilly busy and part of it is becouse i need a brake from livejournal for a will but now im back and will post as normal know. wow were to start iv done so much since i last posted well i will start off from my last post. after christmas i we recorded our 2nd cd and is just about to be released some time soon. that is what i have mostly been up to and like usual i have been playing lots of guitar. iv also have some new songs since then so that will be fun to see how they turn out later on. iv also strangly been playing alout of basketball lately and i rather enjoy it.well now that i have helped a little for those who have not talked to me lately that has been what i have been up to the past month or two.now for what i have been up to the last week.
hmmmmmm i wish i could say about the same but i cant i should be happy but im not iv been in an out mood this hole week fealing like nothing matters iv not even been paying that much attenchion in class iv been daydreaming and i dont do that much. i gess iv been a little depressed and im not shoure why things have been great iv got my licence ive been playing guitar and everything. i gess i feal like iv been loosing close friends lately although im not rilly i gess i just dont talk and hang out with them as much as i did a year or two ago i gess it is becouse im growing up or something. another reason is becouse i have not had a day off schoor or something for nearly 2 weeks it seems every day i have something to do. well dont feal bad for me since i usualy get in theas moods every once and a wile lol.


hope you all have had a very nice month year weeks days min. etc.

well welcome every one sorry i have not updated in a will but i have not had much time to do anything. well i hope you have a


Great christmas............................................................................

well sorry i have not wrote in my journal for some time i have not had the time to do so. any way today was a nice day to end on. Today seemed to go by smoothly although science class seemed to be a real drag jess if you read this i had to do our project by my self today since you were not there grrrrrrrrr ((( just kidding )))we should do something like this saturday or something i will call you. After science i went to the bus to catch a ride to votech and from there my day got easy since i did nothing the rest of the day. my teacher did not make us do any thing since i have the next 5 days off yes no school. later that night i have had a band practice with scott and it went very well we fixed one of scotts guitar cords so we could have practice. scott if you read this i will try to have the other cord repared by next practice.
Other thins in my life lets see i have nearly finished a song that i am working on and well that is just about all i have to say about that since i have not rilly done any thing. tomorow is thanksgiving yes food ha ha any way well i will talk to you all later bye.


Hope you all have had a nice day.

well today was nice it started out i got up at 9am today since i had no school today. after i got up i decided to play guitar and then a little drumbs i also came up with a new song and played is so long trying to get the way i wanted it i got a blister on my 1 finger so now i cant play it becouse it was a picking song so now all i can do is strum for know ha ha. The other day i also put a dent in my guitar (sad day) but im not as mand as i would normaly be becouse i am already saving up for a new guitar a will proubly have a new guitar by christmas. im also going to buy a new stand there is going to be no scratches on this on....

hope you all have had a nice day.................................